tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2062313766609381947.post6162126757485212104..comments2023-04-16T06:38:14.751-04:00Comments on Missing Perfection: I've never wanted to kill myself as much as I do right now.Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08492323859921155960noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2062313766609381947.post-89384823398773800992010-12-30T09:50:16.400-05:002010-12-30T09:50:16.400-05:00I feel I'm in the same place as you. on the ro...I feel I'm in the same place as you. on the road to destruction but not caring. I can't find anything to say to you, but just know you're not alone in that<br />xxEibbrochttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01801197107979841300noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2062313766609381947.post-13919033318411554052010-12-30T07:17:54.071-05:002010-12-30T07:17:54.071-05:00than you guys
that actually gave me an idea... on...than you guys<br /><br />that actually gave me an idea... one day (when/if) i ever get myself back into therapy (i dont trust therapists or doctors b/c of my experience in treatment the first time) but i can go to just learn how to talk and then eventually as i get more comfortable i can get into all of my issues.<br /><br />i cant do that yet... not gonna happen right now =/<br /><br />and englishrose... 'this isn't living this is only just existing' i kno... and than you for saying that i really needed to hear it. sometimes i don't know why im living or whats so great about anything but you're right, im not living and thats why i cant enjoy it.<br /><br />i shouldn't give up on life so quickly when ive never really experienced it.<br /><br />i woke up to these comments by the way :) im started off today much better than i ended yesterday thanks to you guys <3 <3 <3<br /><br />hope you're all wellNikkihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08492323859921155960noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2062313766609381947.post-18598028642841997352010-12-30T03:41:53.418-05:002010-12-30T03:41:53.418-05:00its ok to be scared
if u want recovery it aint ea...its ok to be scared <br />if u want recovery it aint easy its a process not an event <br />if u want to recover choose life coz this isn't living this is only just existing andd it seems that uve had enough of just existing and i hope u find the courage to get the help and life that u want and deserve<br />much love honey<br />xxEnglishrosehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11532881442144899244noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2062313766609381947.post-83555936628205411362010-12-29T22:08:25.816-05:002010-12-29T22:08:25.816-05:00Realizing you need help is a step in a positive di...Realizing you need help is a step in a positive direction. Whether or not you're at a place where you feel like you actually WANT it. I can definitely relate, though. Some things, I want help for (and actively pursue help with counseling). Other things, namely my ed, I'm too terrified to give up and damn anyone who get in the way. I hate feeling that way, but it's just fact right now.<br /><br />I hope you're doing alright. And thanks for your comment on my blog. : )Lockevenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11891029054478291979noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2062313766609381947.post-2605935849808407782010-12-29T17:18:58.691-05:002010-12-29T17:18:58.691-05:00im not looking for people to make me feel better, ...im not looking for people to make me feel better, i would much rather here the truth. and you're right, the only way to be helped is to want it. ive seen that first hand.Nikkihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08492323859921155960noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2062313766609381947.post-70988449035347679912010-12-29T16:58:33.264-05:002010-12-29T16:58:33.264-05:00That dear girl is some scary news. The words you j...That dear girl is some scary news. The words you just typed are not good. I know just how it is though. I feel like I don't want help either. I know the only way to be helped is to want it. I just can't. I know this probably isn't making you feel any better, but I just wanted to let you know that I relate and that I'm here if you want to talk. Stay safe.unbeautifulhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04302004966927334786noreply@blogger.com