tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2062313766609381947.post8369091310659772765..comments2023-04-16T06:38:14.751-04:00Comments on Missing Perfection: Morning...Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08492323859921155960noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2062313766609381947.post-87622127439415312322011-09-22T05:02:34.708-04:002011-09-22T05:02:34.708-04:00I have fat written on my leg as well. Had it since...I have fat written on my leg as well. Had it since Christmas evening last year...Bellahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13602638501437172953noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2062313766609381947.post-12435291110930849022011-09-21T19:01:28.530-04:002011-09-21T19:01:28.530-04:00hi hun. i dont know u in person but i red your blo...hi hun. i dont know u in person but i red your blog when i can get online and respond at times as well. i must say i can relate with youur cutting and regretting but not. a few years ago i carved 'FAT COW'into my left thigh. it was in big huge all caps and went down rather than across my thigh. it was deep needed stitches but instead i just butterflied the cuts until they were heaed enough to leave them be. they left scars for a little while but now - i cant even see them unless i really look hard. sometimes i use black sharpie and retrace the words instead of recarving. the sensation of pain as punishment is not the same but the shame of the words being there is. im not sure if that would help you in the furture or not but sometimes it works for me other times only the blade and blood work.<br />lastnight was also a first in a long time for me. i used my keys and i scratched my wrist until it was bleeding and i was at an ANAD meeting. im lucky they didnt see me. please be careful and if youever need anything please post me a message to the blog or my personal email i can send if you would like it. we are very much alike and although can never truly feel 100% the same - we can relate and sometimes having tha makes all the difference in the world.'Krystal'https://www.blogger.com/profile/00292032241273557925noreply@blogger.com