I need them so bad right now... and if not now... first thing in the morning.
I don't know how much longer I can do this. I really, really, really just need them.
I feel like I just got hit with a wave of depression and self-hatred. I need to be loose weight. I need to be skinny. I hate this. I hate myself. I hate my body.
Fuck.
I'm so proud of you for going 90 days without diet pills! You're strong. You can do this. I believe in you wether you've started taking diet pills again (since it's been 2 days) or not. Stay strong. You're really someone I look up to and admire.
ReplyDeleteYou're never alone. And I love you.
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