I just want to be skinny...
I want to be pretty...
I want to be a natural beauty and not have to worry about ever wearing makeup...
I just want someone to love me...
I'm sorry. I know that's too much to ask...
It's just... all these things make me want to scream and cry, they make me starve myself, they make me cut myself, they make me bleed...
And then I just hate myself more.
And then there are just more reasons no one would ever want me...
I've already fucked myself up too much for anyone to ever want me...
It's too late.
Reading that is like readong my own thoughts. Gosh.
ReplyDeleteOne day we won't be fucked up though. Eg ED, SH etc.. One day. x
its never to late.
ReplyDeleteTake a chance...
get outta the back seat and take control of the steering wheel its your life and why the hell would someone not love you?
YOU ARE AMAZING, BEATIFUL, KIND AND WONDERFUL young lady.
xxx