Not good...

I feel myself slipping... really slipping. Everything was going pretty well... I was fine all day today. I think it's being back at my apartment. Holy fuck. I just made the decision to stay at school. Maybe I was wrong. I just really liked this therapist over any other. Oh my god... I'm totally freaking out. I'm fighting against myself so damn hard right now.


Maybe I'll commute to work everyday from home. Not even be in Philly at all during the summer. Holy fuck. I don't know what to do.