I am now on a one year medical leave of absence from school (whether or not I return will be decided at the end of that year)... I'm looking into treatment programs... probably IOP or something... I'll keep seeing my current psychiatrist even though I'm moving home...
And I'm planning on restricting -_-
Majorly triggered/upset myself tonight in terms of my eating disorder... also... well I don't know where my mood is but I'm very impulsive and if I had a capable human being here right now at 1am I would be chopping all of my hair off.
I'm also SUPER itchy... paranoid about a rash but there's nothing there... I just itch like hell.
Okay... well... night I guess.
xx
