The worst feeling in the world...

...is feeling unloved.


I don't even know where to fucking start... like... I just so desperately need to feel wanted. To feel cared about... to feel good enough.


I'll never know that feeling.


Nothings gonna happen with B... I've come to that conclusion. I just don't understand. Why kiss me then?


I kind of want to go see C. It's like a 4 hour drive but he was telling me the other night that I should drive down one weekend. 


I just need someone to tell me it's going to be alright. And for me to be able to believe them...