My hope is to share with you what is going on in my mind and to inspire you to be you're best and fall in love with life even though I am sometimes failing to do that myself.
That dear girl is some scary news. The words you just typed are not good. I know just how it is though. I feel like I don't want help either. I know the only way to be helped is to want it. I just can't. I know this probably isn't making you feel any better, but I just wanted to let you know that I relate and that I'm here if you want to talk. Stay safe.
im not looking for people to make me feel better, i would much rather here the truth. and you're right, the only way to be helped is to want it. ive seen that first hand.
Realizing you need help is a step in a positive direction. Whether or not you're at a place where you feel like you actually WANT it. I can definitely relate, though. Some things, I want help for (and actively pursue help with counseling). Other things, namely my ed, I'm too terrified to give up and damn anyone who get in the way. I hate feeling that way, but it's just fact right now.I hope you're doing alright. And thanks for your comment on my blog. : )
its ok to be scared if u want recovery it aint easy its a process not an event if u want to recover choose life coz this isn't living this is only just existing andd it seems that uve had enough of just existing and i hope u find the courage to get the help and life that u want and deservemuch love honeyxx
than you guysthat actually gave me an idea... one day (when/if) i ever get myself back into therapy (i dont trust therapists or doctors b/c of my experience in treatment the first time) but i can go to just learn how to talk and then eventually as i get more comfortable i can get into all of my issues.i cant do that yet... not gonna happen right now =/and englishrose... 'this isn't living this is only just existing' i kno... and than you for saying that i really needed to hear it. sometimes i don't know why im living or whats so great about anything but you're right, im not living and thats why i cant enjoy it.i shouldn't give up on life so quickly when ive never really experienced it.i woke up to these comments by the way :) im started off today much better than i ended yesterday thanks to you guys <3 <3 <3hope you're all well
I feel I'm in the same place as you. on the road to destruction but not caring. I can't find anything to say to you, but just know you're not alone in thatxx