Wednesday, April 27, 2011

I don't...

I am just so overwhelmed right now. By life, by the stuff I need to do, the stuff I'm never gonna get to, the people I'm apparently letting down, the things going on in my head, the things I'm feeling in my body, everything I see in the mirror, the fact that I'm still sick, the lack of sleep that I'll never catch up on. 

I just want to cry. But I can't. I want to scream. But I can't. I want to throw things, I want to... I don't even know. I just don't want to be alone... but I do. I want to sleep. I need to shower. I've been putting so much off that I don't even know where to start right now. 

I don't even know right now. I don't know how I feel. I don't know what to do. I can't even finish this post...


  1. Take a deep breath and slowly let it out (repeat until calm). First step is to take a shower as that always makes me feel better, then maybe make a list of everything that needs to be done tomorrow in order of priority and jut start working your way down the list. I love crossing something of the list as it feels good and also motivates me which is doubly awesome. You can do it, just stop thinking about it and just start doing it *hugs*

  2. Oh gosh gosh gosh gosh gosh gosh gosh I can relate. It may feel bad now but I know you can work through this, especially as someone as stringed you.
    SilentNightmare's advice is spot on.
    Showers are perfect to wash away any worries or stress and to get your mind in check. Everything will be better in the morning, just try to relax and create a to-do list.
    I hope you're feeling a million times better soon.
    Love Anafly