There's just this one thing I could never wrap my head around.
When I was at my lowest weight, I was happy. I was willing to maintain, even gain a few pounds (of muscle).
I'm convinced that the treatment program made things worse. Made it actually become an eating disorder. At my lowest weight I was eating 3 meals a deal, snacking throughout the day... I ate what I wanted when I wanted. Never too much. I ate healthy. I was healthy.
I'm only 5'2"... my BMI was not 15 or under...
Why couldn't they just leave me alone??