Wednesday, June 22, 2011


There's just this one thing I could never wrap my head around.

When I was at my lowest weight, I was happy. I was willing to maintain, even gain a few pounds (of muscle).

I'm convinced that the treatment program made things worse. Made it actually become an eating disorder. At my lowest weight I was eating 3 meals a deal, snacking throughout the day... I ate what I wanted when I wanted. Never too much. I ate healthy. I was healthy. 

I'm only 5'2"... my BMI was not 15 or under...

Why couldn't they just leave me alone??


  1. :( that really sucks how you were happy and ok and then they just turned it into something that only slightly existed deep down

  2. Ah dang, I'm afraid that will happen as well. If anyone really finds out