Tuesday, January 25, 2011

I just want to be happy...

I wish I could be okay. Is happiness really too much to ask for? The way I see it... I have three options in life.

1) be thin and happy
2) be a "healthy" weight/fat and miserable
3) not be at all

The first option is my favorite. The third seems the most logical at this point. If I live in #2 any longer I'm not gonna have a choice but to end it. Either way, it's like a scale. I can go one of two ways from where I am now. Problem is I've been here so long, the best option seems like it could never be reached.

I am sorry to all of my followers for my long, ranty, depressing posts... especially lately. And to those who always comment (you know who you are)... thank you. So much.


  1. I'm sorry that the only way I can try to make you feel better is through this screen, but you are a wonderful, beautiful, kind and an amazing person. Don't doubt your capabilities and your strength.
    You are an amazing woman.
    Love Anafly

  2. No need to apologize! This is your blog after all. I promise you that you will find happiness, you deserve it. Keep hanging in there. xx

  3. Agree with Lis keep hanging in there... and don't apologies for sharing you're feelings hun, its better out than in *hugs*