Bored. Lonely. Procrastinating.
Makes me wanna eat. Gahh!!! Not gonna happen! I will wait until lunch and then allow myself a sandwich.
So... for those of you who don't know... I have an overwhelming fear that everyone in my life is going to leave me. It's ridiculous how much this affects me and how much it hurts. I was literally almost to the point of tears this morning because I just wanted someone to be here with me, to give me a hug, to hold on to me and keep me from hurting myself...
I just... I can't think about this anymore right now.