Sunday, July 17, 2011


Bored. Lonely. Procrastinating.

Makes me wanna eat. Gahh!!! Not gonna happen! I will wait until lunch and then allow myself a sandwich.

So... for those of you who don't know... I have an overwhelming fear that everyone in my life is going to leave me. It's ridiculous how much this affects me and how much it hurts. I was literally almost to the point of tears this morning because I just wanted someone to be here with me, to give me a hug, to hold on to me and  keep me from hurting myself...

I just... I can't think about this anymore right now.


  1. im thinking aboout you and sending you the biggest e blog hug ever...*huggssssssssssssssssss*
    Don't hurt yourself
    stay strong

  2. I LOVE YOU! and I'm not leaving.

  3. I couldn't understand you more!! I don't really know you, but I hope you get my hugs from NY!!!