I hate that no one takes me seriously when I say I have no friends. Here I am... spending YET ANOTHER holiday alone. I haven't left the house all day. I'm home... but my parents are on vacation. They had a friend call me and invite me over but I'm not about to spend a holiday with my parents friends out of pity! I almost wanted to just go see some fireworks by myself but I know that will only upset me more. I really haven't even talked to anyone much today.
I know it's better to have a few really close friends than a lot of not-so-close friends... but when my few close friends have a zillion other really close friends... it still leaves me left out... like... a lot.