Sunday, September 11, 2011


I feel physical sensations... but I don't feel emotions... and when I do- they aren't whole, they mask themselves as something else (like anger), I have no way of expressing them, I can not process them, I never ride them out.

But when I'm bloated, when I'm cramped up, when my chest hurts, when I'm starving and empty, when I hit myself, when I pull my hair, when I put the cold blade to my skin, when I pinch myself... those things I feel.

1 comment:

  1. Im so sorry Ive been such a shit friend and support lately,

    I understand what you're saying sweets,
    Im here for you,
    Love u, stay safe,